" parang kami, pero hindi", One day I woke up and just found myself getting in to this kind of "relationship" ... I don't even know how it started, it just happened!
I must admit, I've kept this feeling for him for the longest time. Met him on our High School days (gosh that was 12 years ago?) He courted me for 4 years but never really got the chance to be with him since im in a relationship that time (no regrets though...) A lot of things happened, changes occurred and we're not in control of everything, but one thing is constant, he has always been "SPECIAL" ... We communicate once in a while, never really lost in touch...
2 months ago when we started talking again, it was like a casual conversation at first, but everyday seems to be different until we reached the stage of this so-called "pseudo relationship", I am really confused on how things are going on right now, and the hardest part is " I fell hard for him right now" and I'm quite unsure if the feeling is mutual.
This is the part where I just wanna walk away but the thought of completely losing him is extremely hard. Keeping my hopes alive, I decided to just live for a moment and enjoy this "thing" while it lasts. Whether its worth it or not, what matter is he makes me happy. I accepted the fact that it will only be "ALMOST BUT NOT QUITE"...
