Pseudo Relationships --> is it worth it?

" parang kami, pero hindi", One day I woke up and just found myself getting in to this kind of "relationship" ... I don't even know how it started, it just happened!

I must admit, I've kept this feeling for him for the longest time. Met him on our High School days (gosh that was 12 years ago?) He courted me for 4 years but never really got the chance to be with him since im in a relationship that time (no regrets though...) A lot of things happened, changes occurred and we're not in control of everything, but one thing is constant, he has always been "SPECIAL" ... We communicate once in a while, never really lost in touch...

2 months ago when we started talking again, it was like a casual conversation at first, but everyday seems to be different until we reached the stage of this so-called "pseudo relationship", I am really confused on how things are going on right now, and the hardest part is " I fell hard for him right now" and I'm quite unsure if the feeling is mutual.

This is the part where I just wanna walk away but the thought of completely losing him is extremely hard. Keeping my hopes alive, I decided to just live for a moment and enjoy this "thing" while it lasts. Whether its worth it or not, what matter is he makes me happy. I accepted the fact that it will only be "ALMOST BUT NOT QUITE"...

The First "Steam Sum Dim Sum" in Dubai

Last night after work, I and a friend discovered the newest contemporary Asian Restaurant at Festival Waterfront, DFC – “Steam Sum Dim Sum” (originally from London, and the first and only branch here in Dubai).

The food was toothsome; a combination of Japanese and Thai Cuisine. If you want to go for a main, try their noodle dish (shanghai noodles and japanese rice noodles are extremely lusciuos with Thai sauces, topped with chicken breast and prawns)...

“Steam Sum Dim Sum” is located at the right end corner of Canal Walk. The ambience is sooooo relaxing with those soft couch and pillows tone with dusky lights.